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Wednesday, September 4, 2013

I love her {TheAcceptance)

I love her {The Acceptance)

More than a stone I never had.
If she aint mine than it's my bad.
I'm Trippin! Sad! For no fuckin reason
Girls on IG talking bout is cuffin season 
Not this way cause I got love for her year round 
This shit real to me like the attention
Ya need for this life to be real to YOU.
  
I knew this was real when I started thinking bout her and havin regrets.
Something  that's rare and unacceptable. 
Outspoken type guy I say how I feel when I feel. 
Why am I feelin sum type of way? 
Love her so much that I call her sometimes to wish her good things bout her life Reckless advice on this crazy life. 
But than I'm like WTF!!!
Feeling like a sucka for this love I'm trying to  deny. 

Homeboy's clowning when I bring her up out of nowhere in our convos
Bout Sports and Bullshit.
All type of names lol " Man U soft" "loverboy" "weak" smh. 
I always give em this answer "Yo she Special son" or "She different".  
Sometimes "Man fuck her!" 

Str8 up sometimes I hate her so much it's like she an Enemy.
But than I still end the convo saying the good things bout her.
More of how she a Virgin and how much I admire that. 
Mostly  cause this fucked up generation were all apart of. 
I applaud women of her kind. 

Woke up one day feeling as if I'm not  man enough to tell how I really feel bout Shortie, so I called her (background noise 2 loud) So we begin to text.....
Feeling relieved with no regrets
After that, came to a conclusion to move on with my life.  
To move on never speak to her again.
Which would mean I ruined everything we had built.
Friendship.. Love.. Care.. & Also a good 4yr relationship that's rare in these times.  I Clown her a lot but that's cause I care for her. 
For those that's wondering if I'm a clown or not? 
Just know that  I got love for YOU!

Always kept it real."Yo I'm ma broke ass college boy 
Prolly wont buy you shit but just know
I'm gon give you Respect like you one of a kind & 
Make you laugh ya ass off like I'm Kevin Hart..
What more you want???  
That's it I'm done! Wether the love u claim is real or not. 
I don't want a response.
I wrote this shit to accept the love I got for you is real
Also a response to the people that quoted
"Whenever You Tell a GIRL How You Feel They Get The Upper Hand" 💛 

Poem Written by: The Gift "SoAfrican92" P.S. Wrote this after listening to J. Cole's (Born Sinner) album like 10 times LOL..